Today for the first time in what has seemed like forever I finally feel alive again, part of this has to do with an online friend who has been there for me through alot in the last while, another part is that the weather is starting to warm up, and the final and most important part of all is I spent the whole day with Rowan just being us. It's funny how some times we seem to forget to take time for ourselves, we are so busy with work and what have you that there is no down time. I always make time for my son, but I wasn't making time for me, things I like to do, experiencing life with every breath. I'm not sure what tomorow will bring but I know with friends and family reminding me to take Jerry time and work on the positive aspects of life I'll do just fine. I might just go for a walk and enjoy a sunset or watch the snow as it melts and becomes a rivlett, who knows but I know that these things relax me and make me feel whole.
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Those are some very very nice photos! So peaceful. I'm glad that your in better sprits and I think I am feeling a little better myself. Not everything is gonna be perfect of course. Also glad to hear your spending time with your son and loving every bit of it :D My boyfriend was talking about having a kid. Funny huh? I just don't see myslef with a kid right now maybe ever lol I know if I had one though it would be my life! Maybe when I do get out on my own and things get better for me then yeah maybe a kid alittle later lol He says he ready for one but I'm not. He already has 3 kids. I think it's more easy for to say he's ready then me.. Alright I'm just going and on.. lol Take care!
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